I’ve been away for a while…a couple of things happened…
One of my best friends found out about this blog and I overreacted, making her feel like shit, because of MY trust issues. I’m not going to say her name, because she left me with the impression that she doesn’t want the whole world to know stuff about her, but I have to say this:
My friend is an amazing person, she’s very loyal and understanding. She knows how to make me feel better, when I’m down and she’s the only person in my town with the same interests as me. I’m honestly honored to know her and she’s very special and important to me, therefore, I’m incredibly sorry for basically saying that I don’t trust her. I always stand behind my words, but I never meant to hurt her. I didn’t want my blog to be read by someone, who sees me every day, by someone, who can always ask what’s wrong or be curious about me and my problems.
My blog is my baby, I love it and I open up completely to it and everyone, who knows me in real life would be able to tell the difference between how I act here…and there. So, I didn’t want people to know what’s in my head, as harmless as it is….That’s basically it! And sorry for making my friend feel like she is of no value to me, I hope this doesn’t affect our friendship that much…cause she said it yesterday, it is already affected.
I love you and you’re a really good friend! I hope I keep you! 🙂